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Troubled Thoughts (Champagne Worries)

from Crazy Crying Trans Grrl by Izzy and the Chimera

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Cheap champagne in your cup
at eleven AM
once again
that’s just the kind of night it’s been

I’ve been up too late
crying all night long
and you
you’re not sure what you’ve done wrong

But look into my eyes and say I’ll be ok
I’ll hold your hand and tell you that you’ll be alright
The rain pours down and washes all my tears away
worries gone like champagne bubbles in the morning light

I’m scared to go out alone
I’m scared to be myself
and it’s
been damaging my health

Don’t want to go outside
I’d rather stay in and hide
and it's
been hurting my pride

But look into my eyes and say I’ll be ok
I’ll hold your hand and tell you that you’ll be alright
The rain pours down and washes all my tears away
worries gone like champagne bubbles in the morning light

I’m a failure and a dropout
and a monster and a freak
I love my voice when I get to sing
but I hate it when I speak

I love you so goddamn much
That I just can’t find the proper words
but you’re gone and I’m still here
and I’m so fucking alone

Please don’t leave me my dear
I can’t stand to lose friends
but I will
They’ll keep leaving right up til the end

Don’t want to let people close
For fear they’ll hurt me again
or worse
that I might hurt them

But look into my eyes and say I’ll be ok
I’ll hold your hand and tell you that you’ll be alright
The rain pours down and washes all my tears away
worries gone like champagne bubbles in the morning light

I’m a failure and a dropout
and a monster and a freak
I love my voice when I get to sing
but I hate it when I speak

I love you so goddamn much
That I just can’t find the proper words
but you’re gone and I’m still here
and I feel so fucking alone

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from Crazy Crying Trans Grrl, released September 6, 2016

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DIY folk-pop made by a disabled Jewish nonbinary trans girl in Portland, Oregon.

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